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baru x jumpa beberapa jam . tp aq da mula rindu kn ko . niew blom lg semggu . aq x thu la leh ker x . sumpah rindu giller dgn ko skrg . miss muhammad amiruddin bin abd mutalib ):

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I do not think that you will make me like this. me love you. but you never appreciate what I do for you. You just want to blame me if I am close to boy. but at the same time, you already do the same thing with me. me think you honest with me. but you never honest with me. If you had my love was her, you with clash me. and go ask for couple. but, if you love me. me ask for help is, forget her in your life. if so you can not forget her in your life. me decide. me did not want you lie to me again. enough is as you back up at her before this. I hurt you a lot of me before this. i did not want to hurt my heart because your behavior. last, if you actually love me. please, you stay away from her. but if you did not want to do, you clash with me although I will feel sad.

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Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to speak softer, just to see who's actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, to see who's still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, to see who's there when everything falls apart. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

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sometime i have to hate him but deep in my heart ,  i love him so much . but at all he never understand me . i have to fight all the bad thing in my mind about him . i know him will love me too as i love him. i have to ignore all people say about him because i know him more than people know him . even i know how mischievous behavior he , he is the one that i love . i so sorry if i make you angry with my word , body language and be like children . i be like that because i can't lose you . i can't see if a girl near you . i feel like i will lose you . i know i extreme behavior . i will try my best to keep our relationship for long time . thanks for your caring and loving for me . i love you . <3 (: