July 1, 2012

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this possible have been my fate to him but for me were very difficult to forget the memories with him, because he has a lot to transform me from evil good. I love him very much. for me he is everything to me. he is my second life. only he alone understood behavior, the way I live for this. but I had to allow him to go even though I am sick and shattered hearts. and possible this is the best way for myself and him self. I had to forget about him as a boyfriend. I am only his sister. he possible think I am the only sister his. oh well. I have to live without him now. )'=