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this is me..<3

name?nadya yaya

nice to meet you. 

=]

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da tiga bulan tp mcm x kapel jer baek x yah la weyh..ko x thu ker ko da sakit kn ati aq?x thu erk..aq rse kn lebih baek clash dowh..aq da x nk tipu diri aq sendiri...sbb aq da x syg kn ko lg..aq da x ske kn ko lg la weyh..ko niew bukan jenis laki yg aq nk la..ko kapel dgn aq pown..ko yg pakse aq kapel dgn ko..ko ingt aq nk la kapel dgn ko..aq pown x nk la weyh..klo kne kapel paske dgn org mcm ko niew..ko ingt ko da wat aq hepi la..ko x pernah wat aq hepi la weyh..ko wat aq menderita ade la..aq niew jenis yg x ske dipakse klo kapel..ske ati aq la nk terime ker x..lantak aq la..hidop aq..pastu nk pakse2 lak wat relationship dgn ko..ko x thu ker aq curang dgn ko..aq ske kat ko pown dr awl kite kapel la..ko ske la cbb kite da tiga bulan kapel..aq niew yg menderita la weyh sbb peragai ko mcm sengal..klo aq jumpe ko lg la kn..q akn ckp kat yg AQ NK CLASH DGN KO..AQ DA MULE BENCI KO SEJAK KO PAKSE AQ WAT RELATIONSHIP DGN KO..klo aq ckp x nk,x yah la nk memakse aq bg password aq kat ko..ko ingt ko bgoz la sgt utk aq...weyh..ko dgr sini erk..org yg da lme ske kat aq pown x pernah pakse aq suruh kapel dgn dye..ape nth lg klo  pakse bg password bb suruh wat relatioship dgn ko..aq da ckp x nk kn..x yah nk la ko nk memakse hidop org laen..ko ingt ko sorg jer yg da tggu lme nk kapel dgn aq...org laen lg lme tggu dr ko la...skrg niew..aq leh syg kn sorg jer dlm hidop aq..dye lg lme tggu nk kapel dgn aq dr ko yg bru tggu kejap..da mcm s* *l...ko mampus la weyh..aq da mule benci ko la..TOLANG LA KO BERAMBUS DARI HIDOP AQ..AQ X AKN PERNAH SKE KAT KO LG LA..

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First Day of Exam :


aq rse mcm x nk jer ambik exam dowh..da la soalan semua susah2..klo soalan tuh senang x pew la gak..niew soalan semua wat aq pening jer nk menjawab nye..hhmmm..sabar jer la..ari selasa exam PAI , BM , BI..soalan dye..perghh..mmg nk jer aq koyak kertas tuh dowh..da la aq gantok lak time jawab soalan tuh..sabar jer la dowh..hhmmm..

Second Day of Exam :

perghh.!ari exam yg paling x ske sgt sbb ari exam MATH , SAINS , SENI..seni la paling aq x ske..sbb seni kne warna gmbr..aq x ske nk colour niew..menyusahkn jer la..da la mase pown 1 jam jer..nk warna gmbr lg da berape minit..nk jawab soalan lg da berape minit..sabar jer la..sal MATH lak,satu soalan aq x dpt nk jwb sbb aq x phm sgt soalan dye mcm mne..hmm..rugi nye..klo x,da leh dpt markah byk da kowt..hmm..SAINS lak?perghh..9 soalan aq tggl kowt.aq tutup jer kertas tuh..ckgu kate mase menjawab da abiz..hmm..mmg nasib baek la..klo x aq da kne pakse otak aq niew pikir jwpan soalan tuh..

Last Day of Exam :


yeah..!!!last exam..subject : KH , SEJ , GEO..aq x ske btol la subject tuh..terutama nye SEJARAH  dowh..aq x leh la bce buku tuh..nnt aq rse nk tdor bce buku sejarah..hmm..sblom kertas sejarah start..aq sempat la tgk gmbr n make a video..hehe..sblom jer bunyi loceng 5.30 tuh..kiteorg da chaw dr kelaz n kiteorg menjerit bagai nk giller kat td..mmg bebes..say from me..byebye exam..see you again..hehhe..

photo before n after exam of 2 Dedikasi :)

before exam

after exam

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argghh.!!esok exam..x ske nye exam..yaya tkot fail lg dlm exam.. =( ..i feel like i don't want to sit for the exam..

blank during exam.

i wish miracle happens

i feel like i to want to cry during the exam

i feel exam makes me stress.!

i don't have any idea

too much homework to do

i don't want to wake on exam day

stress during exam

tolong la wat bising bile exam ngh dijalankan

 night before exam made me strees

tried to read so many books.

sila la paham ye np yaya letak gmbr niew semua... tq -,-'

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(first pic)

gmbr niew semua sal yaya.

sakai la gmbr niew -,-'

hehe.

(second pic)

gmbr niew lak time yaya ngh sakit

mcm niew la muke yaya time 

nk sakit..sabar jer la

(third pic)

gmbr ketiga niew lak

gmbr niew bru jer lepas edit.

mcm sakai jer muke yaya..hehe

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biar btol dowh da sebulan aq couple dgn amir.?haha.mcm ape nth aq niew pown.mcm x pernah couple jer dowh..tp niew pelik giller.da la aq couple dgn abg aq sendiri..mmber aq lak tuh..satu geng dgn aq..mmg pelik la kn..x kn la x pelik kowt..semua nye ade kaitan kowt dgn hidop aq..lol..ske nye aq..x sangka walaupown aq dgn amir asyik gduh jer..tp still smpi sebulan aq da couple dgn dye..klo mmber q niew thu aq da sebulan couple dgn amir..mmg jdy bahan dyeorg la nmpk nye.. =P..ape2 pown , aq still x caye yg aq da couple dgn amir da sebulan..hehehe..sukar utk sye caye perkare niew..btw,thnx amir..i will love till the end of day ='>..

iloveyou muhammad amiruddin bin abd mutalib. <3
hehe.[jgn mara ye =) ]

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argghh.!!mcm s**l la ko niew.ko yg wat aq bad mood..elok2 mood aq bad sgt..dtg ko jer terok bad mood..nk mara2 jer..smlm ade aq ckp dgn ko ker?yg ko nk sibok np..aq ckp AMIRUDDIN..bukan ko..nme ko tuh AMIRUDDIN ker?x kn..nme ko NAIM kn..ko niew mmg leh kelaz kn org yg penyibok la..kerja ko nk sakitkn ati org + wat org laen bad mood..tuh jer kerja ko..tuh hobby ko eh?nth2,dgn *** ko pown ko wat mcm tuh x?hish ko niew..giller la..ko ingt ko mintak maaf kat aq,aq leh maafkn mcm tuh jer la..eii..pliss la..ko da wat mood aq x elok..ko lak mintak maaf mcm tuh jer..mmg otak ko bgoz la..

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I really miss not die during the die before my own eyes ♥

 its funny how a boy can hurt u so much but u still love him with all ur heart....:)

 Jika kau hidup sehingga 100 tahun.

aku hanya ingin hidup hingga 99 tahun kerana aku tak rela hidup tanpa kau

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Please don’t think its funny,
When I want a hug from you.
Because there’s a lot of time
I need your warmth.
Please don’t think its funny,
When I want a kiss from you.
Because the sweetness of it,
Excelled the honey.
Please don’t think its funny,
When I want you to hold me tight.
Because there’s a time
I’m scared to loss you.
Please don’t think its funny,
When I want to watch your smile.
Because for the whole of my life,
I don’t want to forget my lover
<3

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are we will clash?

or

we will together forever?

or

he will stay in my memories..

please help me..!

i want the answer..

please..!!!!!!!!!!! 

:'(

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If your not the one then why does my soulf feel glad today 
If your not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way 
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my calls 
If you you are not mine would i have the strength to stand at all 
I dont know what the future brings,but i know your here with me now
We'll make it through and i hope you are the one i share my life with amal

True love comes from the heart is pure and sincere , 

sometimes it is sweet , 

bitter is the remembrance . 

SWEET MEMORIES ME WIF HER ^^­ ­

......Have I told you yet . . . 
How much you mean to me . . . 
Have I told you yet . . .
About all the happiness you bring!
Have I told you yet . . . 
That you mean the world to me! 
Just in case I haven't . . . 
I want you to know that . . . 
You're the best thing . . . 
that's ever happened to me! . . . 
( I Love You ) . . ­ ­

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I nak belanja u gula-gula HACKS�.. 

faham tak ertinya? 

H- Hanya 

A- Aku 

C- Cinta 

K- Kau 

S -Seorang­ 

Aku terasa sesuatu dihatiku�

ianya 

seperti bara yg kecil. 

Setiap kali aku melihatmu,

bara ini menyala dan 

ia sungguh istimewa kerana 

AKU CINTAKAN KAU! ­ ­

Aku tak dapat hidup tanpamu�.. 

kerana kaulah nyawaku�� ­ ­

when i saw u i am afraid to meet u ,
when i meet u i am afraid to kiss u ,
when i kiss u i am afraid to get u love ,
when i get u that love i am afraid to lose u .....­ ­

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tidak..!!aq x cye la klo cikgu HUSAINI  da thu relationship aq dgn amir..tidak.!!tp x pew..cikgu x cam aq..hehe..cikgu cam amir jer..padam muke amir..haha.eh..kesian bf aq tuh.. x baek lorh..haha..ape la yg aq merepek niew.?aq sebenarnye ngh lapar kowt..aq nk mkn sup..x nk mkn bende berat mlm2 niew..nnt x leh tdor lak..hehe..aq sebenarnye,x thu nk citer ape??aq nk taip jer ape yg ade kat kepale otak aq niew..biase la.aq mood nk tdor,lapar mmg mcm niew sikit..hehe..bosan la..eh jap..aq nk gy msak sup jap.nth jdy sup ker x nnt aq msak..hehe..akhirnye,dpt gak mkn.hehe..mcm x pernah mkn jer aq niew dowh..last2.aq kate aq nk msuk bilik.aq nmpk katil..aq pown ape lg..tdor la..

last2 niew la yg sye merepek td..klo paham bgoz.klo x paham just shut up.ouh.oke?