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meet my lovely daddy 

his name is 

HAJI MOHD ZAMANI BIN HAJI EMBONG

DAD , happy birthday to you . 

i love you so much . 

thnx for u have giving me n my sister lot of love since we are born . 

thnx for take care of us when we sick . 

thnx for everything u have done to us . 

i just want to say .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY on YOUR SPECIAL DAY .

28/9 .

I LOVE YOU <3

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I'M IN MOOD EMOTIONAL TRAUMA . . ! !

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1)  i will miss you forever n ever.

2)  i need you for my life

3)  i love you for whole my life forever with you 

4)  <3

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mmg bgoz . . klo da x syg bgthu jer la . .x yah nk tmbh org nagis ="(

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i will make this on my hand . . aq rela wat bende niew dr hidop aq stress . .  aq cume x sanggup bile dye mara aq disbb bdk s**l tuh . . dan aq rela wat bende niew sbb aq da penat hidop aq mcm niew . . ='(

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to MUHAMMAD AMIRUDDIN B ABD MUTALIB :

adq mintak maaf sgt2 klo adq ade wat salah kat abg . . tp np abg nk mara2 adq sbb bdk tuh . .adq x sangka abg da berubah . . adq btol2 x sangka . .thnx for everything what u have do to me . . thnx so much  . . btw adq still syg kn abg . . walaupown aq da penat hiop mcm niew . . dgn abg perangai mcm niew . .adq cume x sanggup jer . . abg sanggup mara adq demi bdk tuh . . abg sanggup backup dye dr backup awek abg sendiri .  . adq thu adq niew sape . . tp x pew la abg rela backup org laen dr awek abg sendiri  kn  . . adq nk said niew jer thnx for everything n thnx make me cry everday ='( . thnx so much . .  i still love n miss u <3

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np setiap kali aq try nk baek kn hubungan dgn dye . . dye try nk menrosak kn pastu dye lak yg touching dgn aq . . aq x sanggup la hidop mcm niew . . aq bukan patung yg x ade ati n perasaan  . . aq ade ati . aq ade perasaan  . .  ko pernah paham x perasaan aq .  ? pernah ? aq rse ko x pernah paham ko cube try nk sakit kn ati aq jer . . aq x than la . lg pown ko sendiri bg aq wat perkara tuh kn . . oke . . aq akn wat depan ko . . ko nk sgt kn aq * * * * ko nk sgt kn . . puas la ati ko nnt . . ko nk sgt kn . .biar depan ko , aq jatuh nnt . . ='( . aq da try semua nye utk aq baek kn hubungan niew . . tp ko jer x thu . . ko asyik ckp sal bdk tuh . . ko pikir aq pokok kayu ker ko asyik ckp sal bdk tuh . .td pown time nk blik ko sklh . . bdk tuh tegur ko . .ko tros x laen aq . . sakit dowh ati aq bile ko wat mcm tuh kat aq . . klo nk clash ckp jer la . . x yah nk diam jer diri tuh . .ko ingt ati ko jer aq kne jge . . ati aq sape nk jge ?? ='( . 

AQ X SANGGUP . . . ! ! !

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i

need

someone

right

now

to

understand

me 

. . .!!!